I am sorely disapointed, I cut my miles alittle and got more sleep so I really thought I would feel better and race better. I don't know but I just pooped out in the end and just gave up mentally. I just want to bag it all together:( I can't figure out why I am not racing the way I know I can. I really thought a sub 1:30 would be in the bag today. I just want to cry!
My moring started with my mom waking me up. I don't know what happened but I didn't wake up to my alarm. So ready in 2 mins. flat ( at least I got a PR for that) glad I had everything ready to go. Then we had to wait for the 2nd round of buses so didn't really get a warmup just about a half mile waiting for the buses. Get to the start and a quick bush stop and the race starts.
1-6:12 oh man I have to pee.
2-6:27 still have to pee but I don't want to stop
3-6:29
4-6:48
5-6:58
6-7:09 big hill
7-6:34
8-6:29 laped this mile but I think it was really short
9-6:52
10-6:56 (1:06:56)
11-7:01
12-7:24
13-7:28 completely falling to pieces and I still have to pee.
.18-1:15
The end just really broke me down. Cooled down with Michelle.
Ice bath and don't worry I am not giving up on running just feeling really sorry for myself and trying to figure out where my training should go to get faster.
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